Wednesday, October 28, 2009

gone

i never got the chance
to tell you how beautiful you are
how your eyes lit up my heart
and your voice made me smile
i never got the chance
to say i love you
and hear you say it back

the world hurts
as it crashes down around your ears

i never got to say I'm sorry
I'm sorry
my squidgy, I'm sorry
more than you'll ever know

i wanted you to be perfect
and wasted the beauty away.

aching loneliness.
i never wanted it to end this way
i feel like one big fat cliche
i feel like I'm repulsive.

i don't think all those things.

you know i love you,
you're You.
and i know,
whatever i say
you'll love me too.

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